Hurts.

So I can't sleep.

It's 25 mintues to midnight, and it's day two. I know I'm strong, but it's just one of those feelings that I can't seem to let go. I can literally feel my heart racing and imagine doing fast push ups and counting at the same time...that's how fast my heart is racing.

I miss him.

I've thought about a lot and I'm so determined to make this work. I have so much on my mind. and it kills me not knowing when he's coming back home.

I love him.

and I just want him here.